Idleness depresses me. Also not fond of intoxication. This makes convalescence almost impossible. I envy the idle, how good they are at sitting around. They just sit there. They are appeased by screens or by repetitive motions which play out on screens. They like the nothing of doing nothing. They are often spectacular at doing just enough and spending the rest of the time on nothing. They look comfortable doing this. They look good without moving. They are reptilian. They know how to stay still. Doing nothing does not cause them to sink into an abyss, or if they are in an abyss, they are cool there, as it requires nothing from them.
